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Embracing Your Inner Fool

Updated: Sep 29, 2023

A Journey of Surrender From Playing the Fool to Being One

Inspired by episode 2: A Kind of Narnia with Jamison Scala.

In the grand theater of life, we often find ourselves performing roles, donning masks, and dancing to the tunes of external expectations. We become jesters in the royal court of societal norms, seeking the applause and validation of an invisible audience. But deep within, there's a yearning to break free from this endless performance and embrace a different kind of wisdom—the wisdom of the Fool.

The Jester's Dance: A Life of External Expectations

The art of people-pleasing is a complex dance. It's a delicate balance between saying what others want to hear, wearing masks to fit into various situations, and striving for external validation. The Jester, in their bid to keep tensions low and ensure the monarch's unpredictable temperament doesn't lead to chaos, becomes a master at this dance. But beneath the painted smile and clever quips lies a profound inner struggle.

Imagine the life of a court jester—a figure in a colorful costume, jingling bells, and a painted smile. The jester's purpose is clear: entertain, amuse, and serve the royal court. Every step, every jest, every twirl of the hat is carefully orchestrated to elicit laughter, applause, and approval.

Much like the jester, many of us spend our lives conforming to external expectations. We wear masks that fit the roles society assigns to us—good student, dutiful employee, responsible parent, the list goes on. We perform the dance of people-pleasing, striving to meet the standards set by others, all in pursuit of external validation.

This pursuit can be exhausting and unfulfilling. We become caught in a never-ending loop of trying to please, conform, and meet the expectations of family, friends, colleagues, and society at large. We may find ourselves living lives that feel scripted, a series of acts tailored to meet the demands of the audience.

For the people-pleaser, there's a relentless desire for approval, a fear of rejection, and an overwhelming need to conform. The Jester seeks validation outside themselves, and their worth becomes tethered to the reactions and opinions of others. It's a cycle of perpetual self-doubt, an ongoing performance that leaves little room for authenticity.

The Fool's Journey: Embracing Internal Motivations

But what if there's another path, a journey less traveled, yet infinitely more rewarding? Enter the Fool—a character often misunderstood but deeply wise. The Fool doesn't dance to the rhythm of external expectations; instead, they follow the whims of their own heart and intuition.

The key distinction is that The Fool's wisdom lies in their courage to embrace the unknown and trust their inner guidance, regardless of societal expectations. They prioritize their own values, desires, and dreams over the need for external validation. The Fool embodies authenticity and self-trust.

Surrendering to The Hanged Man: A Catalyst for Transformation

Transitioning from a Jester to a Fool isn't a simple switch—it's a profound transformation. It often requires embracing a symbolic card from the Tarot—the Hanged Man. This card invites us to suspend our old ways of thinking and being, to let go of the need for constant movement and action. In doing so, we gain a new perspective, one that allows us to see the world differently.

The Hanged Man represents surrender, acceptance, and a willingness to let go of control. It teaches us the power of stillness, patience, and introspection. By hanging upside down, the card challenges our conventional view of the world and asks us to explore alternative viewpoints.

Surrender is a profound act of trust—trust in oneself and trust in the universe. It's the courage to release the expectations of others and to embrace our unique path. It's the realization that liberation comes not from conforming but from being true to ourselves.


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The Wisdom of Surrender

Surrender isn't synonymous with weakness; it's an act of courage. It's the recognition that not everything in life can be controlled or predicted. By surrendering, we open ourselves to the flow of life, allowing it to guide us rather than constantly swimming against the current.

In the context of transitioning from a Jester to a Fool, surrender means letting go of the need for external validation and approval. It means releasing the fear of judgment or rejection. It's about acknowledging that we are not defined by others' opinions but by our own authentic selves.

As we surrender to the wisdom of the Hanged Man, we begin to tap into our internal motivations. We start listening to the whispers of our heart and intuition. What do we truly desire? What brings us joy, fulfillment, and a sense of purpose? These are the questions that guide the Fool's journey.

Internal motivations are rooted in authenticity. They stem from a deep understanding of who we are and what we value. When we prioritize internal motivations, we move away from performing for others and toward living for ourselves. Our actions align with our inner truth, and our sense of self-trust grows stronger.

Taking Tangible Steps Towards Surrender

Transitioning from a Jester to a Fool is a transformational journey—one that involves shedding the layers of external expectations and embracing the freedom of authenticity. Here are some tangible steps you can take on this path:

1. Reflect on Your Roles: Take time to identify the roles you play in life and consider which ones are driven by external expectations. Reflect on how these roles align with your authentic self.

2. Listen to Your Intuition: Pay attention to your inner voice. What does it tell you about your true desires and motivations? Practice trusting your intuition and following its guidance.

3. Let Go of People-Pleasing: Challenge the need to constantly please others. Remember that it's impossible to please everyone, and your authenticity should come first. This is obviously easier said than done, so just take a pause when you feel the urge to fix or apologize for yourself. Every time you choose you is one less time you abandon yourself. Each refrain is an act of cultivating trust in yourself from within.

4. Embrace Stillness: Practice moments of stillness and introspection. Consider mindfulness or meditation techniques to connect with your inner self. Nervous System healing is the name of the game when it comes to releasing fawn.

5. Take Inspired Action: When you uncover your internal motivations, take action that aligns with them. These actions will feel more fulfilling and purposeful.


Journal Prompt

Reflect on your goals, dreams, and wishes. Beneath the surface, what needs and desires are reflected in them—physically, emotionally, energetically, or spiritually? How can you take steps to fulfill these needs from a place of authenticity and self-trust? Are there people in your life who can support you on this journey?


Transitioning from a Jester to a Fool is a powerful shift toward living authentically and trusting your inner wisdom. It's a journey of self-discovery, empowerment, and the liberation of the authentic self from the confines of external expectations. As you embark on this path, remember that embracing the wisdom of the Fool is an act of courage, and it can lead to a life filled with genuine fulfillment and purpose.

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